There’s been so many thoughts and ideas in my mind it’s crazy.

Most have stemmed from things I’ve been reading and hearing.

Lot’s of C. S. Lewis and such.

Anyways. I’ve been thinking alot of truth and reality and philosophy.

I might post sparadic quotes or exerpts so bare with me.

If the solar system was brought about by an accidental collision, then the appearance of organic life on this planet was also an accident, and the whole evolution of man was an accident too. If so, then all our present thoughts are mere accidents- the accidental by-products of the movement of atoms. And this holds for the thoughts of the materialists and astronomers as well as anyone else’s. But if their thoughts- i.e., of materialism and astronomy- are merely accidental by-products, why should we believe them to be true? I see no reason for believing that one accident should be able to give me a correct account of all the other accidents. It’s like expecting that the accidental shape taken by the splash when you upset a milk-jug should give you a correct account of how the jug was made and why it was upset.

-Lewis in God in the Dock

1. G-d is simple, without composition of parts, such as body and soul, or matter and form.
2. G-d is perfect, lacking nothing. That is, G-d is distinguished from other beings on account of G-d’s complete actuality.
3. G-d is infinite. That is, G-d is not infinite in the ways that created beings are physically, intellectually, and emotionally limited. This infinity is to be distinguished from infinity of size and infinity of number.
4. G-d is immutable, incapable of change on the levels of G-d’s essence and character.
5. G-d is one, without diversification within G-d’s self. The unity of G-d is such that G-d’s essence is the same as G-d’s existence. In Aquinas’s words, “in itself the proposition ‘G-d exists’ is necessarily true, for in it subject and predicate are the same.”

-Thomas Aquinas

I have the biggest thought and I can hardly even realize what I’m thinking…

I need draw a picture or something. People say it’s too big of a stretch to believe in G-d… but it answers EVERY question. EVERY question. If christianity is an elaborate hoax they answered the questions of life and explained the existence of things and human nature better than reality itself.

Not believing in G-d is a stretch in that it leaves every question unanswered and doesn’t account for so much. You have no answers to the universal questions in life and therefor cannot answer the particulars leaving life void and meaningless which goes against every inkling of human nature! If everything is random there’s no right and wrong. there is nothing we can stand on to base society on. if there is no god or laws there is no explanation for sin. it is just how we are. because everything is random and nothing makes sense.

dsa;ofklsdjf;lkwe my head is going to explode.